u are everything

December 8th, 2006 by arsalan

Dad where are you, can you hear me when I call you? Have I made you proud? Dad where are you? I miss you. I’m sorry if I made you sad, I’m sorry if I ever made you mad. Have I been a good son? Did I ever show you, made you understand? I love you, I swear I do! Who do I talk to when I need you? You said you gonna see me turn 20, you left me when I was 19. Dad where are you? I’m sorry I could give you grandsons, I’m sorry I couldn’t make things rite, I’m sorry I am! I didn’t get a last hug, you left me without a kiss goodbye. Dad where are you? I would give anything to see you smile. Or just to hear you laugh. All I have is memories. That ill keep with me till my day comes. The day that I’ll see you, tell you how much I missed you. I wish I could be just like you. Dad where are you? Everyday ill talk to you, please reply me in my dreams, please smile and make me happy in my dreams. Please dad, please! I always burden you, always asking things that I wish to do. Did you say no? When I wanted money, when I wanted toys and luxury. Did you scold me when I came back with a earring? You’re the best dad anyone could have, yet I was too stupid to see that.